I'VE MOVED!(:

Getting Papercuts and Laughing on the floor.

I wish could tie you up in my shoes
Make you feel unpretty too
I was told I was beautiful
But what does that mean to you
Look into the mirror who's inside there
The one with the long hair
Same old me again today

My outsides look cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day
I have myself to blame
I'm just tripping

You can buy your hair if it won't grow
You can fix your nose if he says so
You can buy all the make up That M.A.C. can make
But if you can't look inside you
Find out who am I too
Be in the position to make me feel
So damn unpretty
I'll make you feel unpretty too

Never insecure until I met you
Now I'm being stupid
I used to be so cute to me
Just a little bit skinny
Why do I look to all these things
To keep you happy
Maybe get rid of you
And then I'll get back to me

My outsides look cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day
I have myself to blame
I'm just tripping

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I haven't been sleeping well for the past two days. It's amazing that I still have an ounce of energy left after having only 5 hours of sleep in two days. SCHOOL TMR. I'm so gonna look like a panda in a blue uniform. bleah. Seriously pray that I'll be able to sleep peacefully tonight.

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forgive the weird previous entry dated 13 march. forgive the weird blogger who has tendencies to get high at weird moments. forgive the crazy laughter in the previous entry for you do not know what i was doing or what was going on. only god, my com, my keyboard, me and jade, will ever know what went on. so ya, please forgive and most importantly FORGET.

OHMYGOD. i just went through one of the most horrific experiences that i will ever have online. this so embarassing. my whole face is red now, even though there isn't anyone in the room with me. see, i was talking to janice abt what to do tmr when i suddenly pressed the wrong button and the whole of the cj ppl online got added into the conversation. ohmygod. bad booboo rah, bad booboo. so embarassing!!!! and i started panicking, my arms flying everywhere... 'shit' just continuously flying out of my mouth...my whole face started to turn red. ohmygod. so embarassing. luckily, some of the ppl ( who were rather confused ) were nice and they decided to heed my advice and leave the conversation. but still, it's like so maluating!!!!! ohmygod. this is so embarassing.

i will never forget this moment in my whole life. that's it. no more grp conversations for me online. ever.

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It's just a quick fix, to something that isn't broken.

Hope dies hard, floating in the ocean that you pile on top in which to drown it.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHENJIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i think something's wrong with me. been really impatient this week. orientation's been fun, made lots of freinds. haha. but i dunno... observed that quite a number of us have been so..weird. not acting like ourselves... quiet, moody, impatient, disinterested. i think its partially caused by the same reason, but i'll probably never know will i?

really miss everybody!!! had steamboat yesterday to celebrate zhenjie's birthday. it was nice seeing everyone, but i couldn't help but feel that the atmosphere wasn't quite the same as before.

thank god for term break. i seriously need a break from everything that's been stressing me out. i've lost my voice and i sound terrible!!!! nobody can understand what i'm saying!!!! they can't hear me on the phone!!!! 'car' sounds like 'cow' now. oh dear.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DESMOND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my mum said that i've been out too much this week. which isn't that true.. i've only been out on tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday and saturday. 5 days in a week..that isn't a lot right?? ....whatever lah. so ya. i cldn't go to yuanyu's hse for the bbq. but that's alright. =)

i was conversing with jadey just now. i think that she's crazy and i'm crazy too. so that makes the both of us nuts. she kept laughing like some pyscho.. and then she started to type everything in caps with exclaimation marks everywhere. so i started to do that too and we were like shouting at each other via msn. she had to go offline so we're continuing our shouting match/argument tmr in sch. that's gonna be fun. haha. we're such nonsensical ppl.

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yesterday was such a terrible day. everybody was like either sad, depressed, pissed or trying to be happy. it ttly sucks that ppl are leaving and new ppl are coming in. i mean.. i'm all for making new friends and everything, but i'm so gonna miss all my current classmates and stuff. rose was crying yesterday.. she doesn't want to leave, zhenjie was so sad and he spent the whole day appealing back in, hongyi like disappeared the whole day.. STUPID SYSTEM.

we hardly had any lessons at all... ms tan didn't show up for the first lesson, we skipped lectures, and had only gp and math tutorial. so we had like 4hrs of break, which we spent at the grandstand.

LEONARD IS SO SICK!!!!

he caught this super huge garden lizard. and we were like happily sitting there playing bridge and he came over from the court, carrying something and i was thinking: " oh it's ok. it looks like a small snake.. so no need to panic." until he came closer and i saw its legs and i immediately ran all the way up and jade was behind me and screaming and stacy was like: " it's fake right?!" then like all the girls were like running to the top, except for jiayi who was stoning again i suppose. plus the grandstand was so crowded cus practically all the j1s ponned lessons and stuff... and they were all like looking over at us.

oh my gosh... so disgusting!!! i can't fanthom why ANYONE would ever want to touch a lizard. leave it alone.. its perfectly fine by itself.

i really hope that zhenjie can stay in cj and leonard stops these sort of disturbing behaviour.

haha.

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As the city crumbles I see that there's nothing left behind
As we lay here together I feel your heart beat with mine
With time standing still, here is where we've always been
Well there goes the world and we're right in the middle again

- In The Middle, Theory Of A Deadman

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