haha.. went on a trip with my cousins and my family. it was kinda a spur of the moment thing and my uncle called and we all decided to go together. had lots of FUN!!! its been a REALLY long time since i've spent time with my relatives and all. hahah.. really enjoyed it. but i'm really sad that i had to miss grad day. =( they couldn't change the date and all cus my other cousins were flying off elsewhere. oh well... what's done is done. i really need to go out!! i got sooo many things i wanna do. and soo many ppl i wanna go out with. oh did i mention that i'll be home alone these few weeks, cus my mum's moved over to take care of my grandma and my brothers having fun at my cousins. so YAY!!!! haha..
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
To you I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold
I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me there's just no hope
I never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold