I'VE MOVED!(:

something's wrong...

i just can't put my finger on it.

i'm such a blur klutz today.

i was so tired yesterday that i slept till karmila called at 11.45 am, realising that i missed all my classes. like wow.. my mum kept laughing at me..

met hadley and karmila at tiong today, went jurong to ice-skate. when we reached there, we found out that we're not supposed to ice skate in our uniforms so we went to hadley's house to raid her closet. ice skating was FUN!!!! although i hardly moved at all cus i can't skate. when i tried to move forward, i kept moving backwards instead.. and karmila kept laughing at me.
we started throwing ice at each other.. i was ttly freezing when the both of them schemed and threw ice on top of my head, resulting in it falling into my shirt instead... ( sacarstic laughter) and THAT was so fun..
i have lots of injuries: on my ass from falling down, a tiny "hole" on my leg from hadley falling and her skates kicking into me, and a cut on my finger ( i don't know how i got that). plus i accidently banged my foot into my bed..

conclusion: i shall never ice skate again in my life. thank you god for making me a clumsy oaf.

I don't need to be anything other
Than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other
Than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anyone other
Than the birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going, is knowing where I'm coming from


I don't want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me


I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one who noticed?
I can't be the only one who's learned!


I don't want to be Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me


Can I have everyone's attention please?
If you're not like this and that, you're gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain
The crust of creation
My whole situation-made from clay to stone
And now I'm telling everybody


I don't want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I don't want to be

Rarrrr... i can't sleep. i've woken up like 3 times already.. so i decided since i can't possibly fall asleep, i shall come online and bother ppl. there are ppl in town having some stupid event and making so much noise. they keep waking me up... I CAN"T SLEEP!!!!!!. this is the disadvantage of living near town.

did i mention i'm cranky right now?

If only we could choose which memories we keep and which ones we discard forever. But instead, the mind clings to events that baffle; watching them, like a movie, over and over, but without a power to choose a different path.


How can I make her understand when I don't even understand it myself? This ambivalence and then the tidal waves of feeling that shift, without warning, to destroy whole internal landscapes in a heartbeat, leaving me lost? I'm just a kid, struggling to build a tower of blocks only to kick them all over for a thirty-second rush of power and freedom. Only they aren't blocks; it's my life.


Why is doing nothing the hardest thing of all?


Happiness is a shabby little goal.


There's a peace that comes from the integrity of self that the rough fortunes of happiness can't touch. But it can only be paid for in acts of courage.


There are no fanfares for the truly great moments of your life. Just dripping taps and the sound of your own footsteps, walking from one room into another.

- INNOCENCE
Kathleen Tessaro

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is


I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel


I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand


I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel


I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself


I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life


I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel


I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

had orals today.. ms mak is quite nice. i wasn't nervous at all. then weiqi and i had mcdonald breakfast!!!! we talked a lot.. and then this grp of sch boys came and sat a table away from us. they're so noisy... but weiqi and i made more noise.

note for everyone: DON"T use T-Zone products... they smell really bad.
like medicine.. and they're weird in colour.

As the city crumbles I see that there's nothing left behind
As we lay here together I feel your heart beat with mine
With time standing still, here is where we've always been
Well there goes the world and we're right in the middle again


- In The Middle, Theory Of A Deadman

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