I'VE MOVED!(:

Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well you shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well you shoved it my face

Everyone is changing
there's noone left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i will save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well you shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well you shoved it my face

Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway

Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well you shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well you shoved it my face

This pain you gave to me
You take it all
You take it all away...This pain you gave to me
You take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me

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It's ironic that when you most want to meet someone, that someone never shows up.

Where are you? What have you been doing? Are you the same person I always adored?

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Baby it Dont Matter,

Anyone Can See The Signs,

I caught you looking over, with just a little bit of a smile,

You tell him that you love him, while i'm running through your mind.

Cos i know, that you know,

your cover will blow it's only a matter of time.

It's Not My Style, to try an cheat and lie,

why do you sanctify something that already died.

I've got something that'll bring you alive.

I ain't gonna shout it from the rooftops honey,

Tell me i'm the only one,

Kick em to the curb and baby dont stop running,

Tell me how you gonna come get some.

Did you ever ask yourself the question

'Where the hell did i go wrong?

'Cos you know when it's true,

I'll be waiting for you,

So tell me how you gonna come, come

Come Get Some.

All those words your wasting,

Trying to tell yourself you need more time,

But what's the point in faking,

When you know your'll never make it right.

You say your head is blurry but i can't get you out of mine.

I don't mean to cause pressure,

but i just can't let ya,

go on while your living this lie.

It's not my style,

To let this pass me by,

Why do you sanctify something that's already died.

I've got something that'll bring you alive,

I ain't gonna shout it from the rooftops honey,

Tell me i'm the only one,

Kick em to the curb and baby don't stop running,

Tell me how you gonna come get some.

Did you ever ask yourself the question

'Where the hell did i go wrong?

'Cos you know when it's true,

I'll be waiting for you,

So tell me how you gonna come, come

Come Get Some.

Pushed out and waiting,

Blackedout and fading,

Flaked out and shaking,

Just breaking for you

Just breaking for you

Freaked out and pacing,

I just can't go on like this forever.

I ain't gonna shout it from the rooftops honey,

Tell me i'm the only one,

Kick em to the curb and baby don't stop running,

Tell me how you gonna come get some.

Did you ever ask yourself the question

'Where the hell did i go wrong

'Cos you know when it's true,

I'll be waiting for you,

So tell me how you gonna come, come

Come Get Some.

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was talking with lumpy on the phone yesterday night. we talked a lot.. a lot. then it started to rain and my phone was creating a little static.. so there were really weird noises. like farting.. seriously. and lumpy just couldn't stop laughing. we talked about school stuff, primary school friends, what type of guys we like ( lumpy's ttly in love with chad micheal murray), and why she refused to study at that time. it was what i really needed.

lumpy: thanks dear.. we talk too much. and we will still talk to each other in the future k??

went out with karmila and hadley today. we wanted to watch the 10 am "The Amityville Horror", you see. so went to lido, without hadley cus she was still having her exams, and met this really fierce ticketing lady.

lady: how old are you?

karmila & me: sixteen

lady: let me see your ic.... okay. how many tickets?

karmila: three..

lady: where's the other person??

me: she's not here yet..

lady: how old is she?

karmila: six..

me:sixteen. ( its the truth!!! )

lady: are you sure? when's her birthday?

me: march ( now that is a lie.. but ya..anyway..)

karmila: ...... ya..... ( ttly stunned.. haha)

so scary.. wanted to die. and in the end the movie was at 1pm. so we ate macs and sat there for 3 hrs k!!! 3 bloody long hours. we talked and stuff.. and then this salesman came. he was ttly funny... he scared me when he came up to our table and started to move away karmila's bag and sat next to her. haha.. karmila was in shock. he was really funny.. made us laugh a lot.. then he sold us one calvin klein perfume for $59 ( its actually at $102).. and gave us another two bottles free. cus we were his first customers, apparently. so we shared the cost, cus we're nice ppl and it smells nice anyway.

then we met ches, joycelynn and their friend. and they wanted to watch house of wax.. but thye obviously couldn't get it. so they borrowed karmila's and my ez-link card. then this two cedar girls came over and offered to pay us if we helped them buy two tickets, cus they were underage. like ttly!!!! what is this?? ask-karmila and-sarah-if-they're-sixteen-day?? but we couldn't help them cus our ez link card had been used too many times. but i really felt bad that we couldn't help them. so anyway, the show is frightening. i have never screamed this much in my entire life.

hadley kept screaming at the start, making me scream.. cus she kept scaring me. then karmila and i told her to shut up. after that.. i was the one screaming. firstly, cus it was really disgusting and horrific. secondly, cus karmila kept jumping at me suddenly. it was quite funny.. ( karmila screamed too!!).. three freezing cold school girls screaming. haha.. its a very scary movie. i really don't think i'll be able to sleep tonight. really.. plus my hand was really sweaty cus i was sacred and it was clutched in karmila's hand. hahah..

hadley: stop screaming hadley!!!
karmila: i still can't imagine it!!! its stuck in my head!!! haha..

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uhh.. today was terrible. totally screwed up all my papers. all i could think about was bio during my maths paper. and then couldn't remember a single thing during my bio paper.
definately going to do real terribly for this mid-year. heck.. going to watch csi later!

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Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

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just woke up.. there's this stupid women talking on a mic in the school near my house. so irritating.. preventing me from sleeping further.
anyway, had bio prac yesterday.. was quite okay. but i was ttly dying when we had to count the number of seeds in the kiwi fruit. i could feel my eyes going blind. then teo and i went to great world. very fun.. we went to sasa and started spraying on perfumes. but i was very sad cause i couldn't find the perfume i wanted.
then went for church cleaning.. so fun. haha.. dee attempted to flood the whole church when she spilled the pail. then we started talking abt what type of guys we like. dee needs someone whose patient. ah ci needs a guy with manners. oh yes, and kenneth scared the hell out of me. i found an umbrella in one of the church pews.. and uncle started laughing when i gave it to him. haha..
arrghh.. having tuition later. i don't want....

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As the city crumbles I see that there's nothing left behind
As we lay here together I feel your heart beat with mine
With time standing still, here is where we've always been
Well there goes the world and we're right in the middle again

- In The Middle, Theory Of A Deadman

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