I'VE MOVED!(:

i feel something's wrong.i think that something's wrong. i know that something's wrong...am i just being overly sensitive? i thought so...but after so many hints, i guess i'm not. i feel as if something isn't right, as if i've done something to upset u. everyone tells me that nothing's wrong..that u're just being yourself. somehow, somewhere in my heart, i feel like i've known u long enough to know that u aren't the sort who's petty, holds grudges or is contridicting. how can i not feel this way? u can't even look me in the eye anymore, u give me moody answers to my clueless questions..u seem agitated and irritated by everything that i've said and done. is it wrong to make a statement out of something that's already true?

what's going on?

wad a wonderful christmas it has been.


i'm soooo looking forward to seeing u again.



u know wad? i might just slap u if i'm unable to control my temper anymore.

had such a wonderful day..woke up at 10..due to dee calling me. its seriously too early for ppl to start calling each other. so ya went to my aunt's for christmas dinner, then went for the 9.30 mass. i was early and i met germaine. my papa tikus!!! miss u!!!! haha... ya, dee was late and she looked like a candy cane!!! all red, white and....multicoloured. church was ttly crowded so we stood outside. mel and pei came to join us.. pei looked so dressed up!!! ya..mel was dying to see kenneth. so we showed her...and she ended up saying that he was fat.which, i'm sorry to say, is kinda true. pei, mel, dee, christine and i went to town and met zul at borders. we were stuck there cus there were ppl outside spraying party foam everywhere. then we bumped into lay cheng!!! and like we finally made our way out and walked to cine...but not without any 'damage'. ppl were like spraying at everything.. strangers, the cars and even the buses. so irritating. we met wellies and his friends in town.. very nice ppl. very friendly.

zul: great seeing u again!!! thanks for the card!! sorry i didn't get u anything..

dee, mel, pei, christine: hey u guys!!!! i had a great time...its not eveyday that u can spend christmas with ur friends till 2 am!!!

to all my friends and mostly my besties ( u guys shld know who u are ) : love all of u so much!! although i don't say it often...i really appreciate all of our friendships forged. thanks for being there for me when i needed a shoulder to cry on ( ah ci!! dee!!!), when i needed someone to talk to (lumpy!! wei!! melly!!! ginni!!! jo!! pei!!! jean!!! teo!! weiqi!!!), just when i needed someone to make me laugh and put a smile on my face(jadey!!! KQ!! fei!! pau!!!! rat!!!! meiyi!! anissa!!! yingwei!! germaine!! sandy!! mu zhu!! shihui!! sihui!! kim!!! sha!! nette!! ) and just when i needed a hug(karmila!!! sexy!!! michelle!! xuan!! lily!! nat!!) u've all been there for me...and i'm really thankful for that

oh ya...and to our lao shi: thanks for putting up with all our crap the whole year round..although we constantly talk and draw, we really are listening to what u're teaching. even if we can't absord it.. REALLY

MERRY PRE-CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!!!!!!

you know something? sometimes sorry doesn't count for anything. why do ppl say sorry and expect everything to be alright again? once u make a mistake u don't just say sorry, u try to make things right again...but then u continue to make the same stupid mistakes again and hurt the ppl around u repeatedly. how then do u expect to be forgiven?

went town with mel, ah ci and dee yesterday. we had lunch at long john's where dee was waving her fry around and it flew across the table at ah ci. it was hilarious.then we went to heeren and practically dragged ah ci into a shop. we forced her to try on skirts cus she drew the line at dresses. i have no idea why..the dresses were very nice. ah ci's totally funny. she went into the changing room and changed with the curtain open...and she wore her shorts under her skirt. mel and i were stunned..dee was busy looking for more skirts. it was quite funny..cus mel and i had to help ah ci wear this wrap-around skirt..and ppl were like staring at us.
then dee, ah ci and i went to watch national treasure. it wasn't that bad, quite exciting actually. this lady sitting next to ah ci was sitting totally straight throughout the movie..she didn't even lean back on her seat. all i can say is.. good posture man. anyway, dee dropped the chlorets at one exciting point of the movie. and she started accusing me..i'm so happy cus stacy flicked her. and then both of them started on a flicking spree...ahaha. i had to help ah ci find her phone cus dee happily placed her phone on top of her bag and dropped it when she picked up her bag. stacy ttly panicked.. hehe. then we went to taka to buy nuggets to bring to the church party. stacy wanted to bring the nuggets in a ziplock bag.. dee and i ttly opposed. i mean.. how do u serve ppl the nuggets? like: " hi!would u like a nugget? u have to poke into the bag to get one..but pls don't poke the bag. cus all the nuggets will fall out." then we went to ah ci's hse to bath. we were late for church..so was glen. then we walked with micheal to my godma's hse for the party.it was quite a fun walk..ah ci was telling lame jokes and glen kept trying to burst dee's balloon with his spikey hair. haha..i kept my balloon very close to me. the party was quite ok..dee kept insisting that this plant looked like a goat. first she thought that it was a dog. alfred got really sacarstic on her..and dee kept pouting..haha

WENT SHOPPING TODAY!!!!!
ahahaa...again, i know. met mel and dee at cine..we had lunch at yoshi..and we met amelia and my baby tikus!!!!!!!!!! u look so cute!!!! i miss u sooooo much!!!! ya..anyway..we went to so many places todae..we tried so many clothes. we tried so many skirts and dresses. we found out that we love forever21..cus the clothes keep falling off us. so we feel really skinny..haha.ya..thats basically what we did the whole day... going zoo with ah ci on sat!!!! yay!!!

i was really tired last night, after the camp. i slept at 9 and woke at 11. 14 hrs!!! ah c slept for 13 hrs and dee also slept for 14 hrs.
had council meeting at weiqi's hse today with ah c, yan, and jean. it was quite a good meeting. then, while waiting at the bus stop with ah c, this huge dragonfly flew and smashed into the bus stop. ah c started screaming and scared me. then both of us were screaming and running ard the bus stop. 65 chose this time to come... so we ran up the bus and everyone was staring at us. haha... then went to dee's for tuition. alex didn't come. actually, he was on his way but it was really late and the both of us didn't feel like having tuition anymore. so he was really nice, and sent me home. and we're gonna have tuition tmr.

HAHAHA!!!!!!!!!! i'm back!!!!!! church camp was really fun...not at all wad i expected.

FRIDAY
we played ice breaking games...gotta know everybody. my grp had alfred, glenn, kenneth, francis and kevin. guess wad?? i was the only girl in the group..so i pretty much had my way. haha. dee and i ran ard taking everyone's pics at nite. quite fun. we realised that eric and micheal look like brothers....the have the same eyes, mouth and smile. i shared a room with christine and dee. ah c was bunking in with debbie, rachel and marie. tim had insominia at night so he came to sleep with us. it was quite freaky... we found out from dee that he stared combing her hair in the middle of the nite. ya.. and he was staring at us while sitting on my bed. only christine and i were too asleep to notice. oh ya..and cus dee was irritating alfred, he carried her and tried to throw her down the building

SATURDAY
the altar boys left at 5am to play in the archbishop cup..they didn't really do that well. but its ok guys!!! u tried ur best!!! ya..anyway, there was a huge ( really HUGE) cockroach in the dinning area. it was on the wall and then it started to crawl and it dropped right behind our table. all of us at the table, basically the girls, started screaming and running. ya.. and kevin saved the day!!!! we had confession in the night. christine, dee, ah c, andrew, kevin and i started crying. i guess our confessin was a really painful one. i know mine was...it was totally close to my heart. dee and i were really crying and crying. ah c was hugging me and the more she told me not to cry anymore, the more i started the cry. it was really funny..we were all in the corner ( the crying club) and we used up 2 boxes of tissue. when we went back to our rooms, there was another huge cockroach in our room and it started to chase me..cus i was the only one in the room. so i screamed and ran out..and everone came out to see wad happened. and alfred caught the cockroach and chased dee with it. she was screaming and screaming. at night, everyone was playing cards in different cards. then adam started getting spoilt and weird and went around switching off all the lights. irritating everyone. after he finally fell asleep after irritating all of us with his spoilt demands, a whole bunch of the guys came to our room the sleep. ah c joined us too!!!! haha..

SUNDAY
according to dee, i pushed her off the bed..and started to sleep talk. now, i have no idea wad happened cause i was really asleep. ah c and glenn thought i was talking to them. and christine, ( small, tiny and skinny christine) took up the whole bed. i felt so violated that day..timothy yap kept touching me and ah c...so perverted. apparently its not enough that he keeps touching all our hair after we've bathed for the past 2 days. he has to place his hands all over us. at least the guys helped us to scold him. crazy person. ya..then it was time to go home.

Only Happy When it Rains

I'm only happy when it rains
I'm only happy when it's complicated
And though I know you can't appreciate it
I'm only happy when it rains
You know I love it when the news is bad
And why it feels so good to feel so sad
I'm only happy when it rains

Pour your misery down...
Pour your misery down on me
Pour your misery down...
Pour your misery down on me

I'm only happy when it rains
I feel good when things are going wrong
I only listen to the sad sad songs
I'm only happy when it rains

I only smile in the dark
My only comfort is the night gone black
I didn't accidentally tell you that
I'm only happy when it rains
You'll get the message by the time I'm through when I complain about me and you
I'm only happy when it rains

Pour your misery down...
Pour your misery down on me
Pour your misery down...
Pour your misery down on me
Pour your misery down...
Pour your misery down on me
Pour your misery down...

You can keep me company as long as you don't care
I'm only happy when it rains
You wanna hear about my new obsession
I'm riding high upon a deep depression
I'm only happy when it rains

Pour some misery down on me


~ Garbage

went shopping today!!!!!!!!! haha...i had to wait for melly for like 20 mins!!!! she was late... and we had to wait for dee for like 30 mins!!!!! she was late too. i think i'm a really patient friend...don't u think so??? anyways..we shopped from 1.30 to like 5..we went cine for lunch, walked to heeren to see skirts...strolled to wisma and bumped into xuan and lily. then we went taka..cus mel wanted to buy books.

Amazing huh? mel says that charlotte, jo and i have finally succeeded in influencing her

we went zara and saw jolin working there. so poor thing...folding clothes..plus she said that customers were like stripping in front of her..so poor thing..
then..guess wad? we had tuition at dee's. wads new?how boring is my life?? alex taught us until so late. I MISSED MY CSI!!!!!! ITS ALL YOUR FAULT ALEX!!!!!! humph. mel and i were on the bus at 10.30... someone was singing maroon 5 on the bus. i swear mel and i have met like 20 over weird ppl on the bus. there are like so many weirdos on 143..i don't know what to say....


the best part is....we didn't even try on or buy any clothes today.

oh ya...and we still have tuition tomorrow..

i had the greatest time today....probably the greatest that i've had in weeks!!! i miss u pei and jean already!!! i never realised how much i've missed u guys!!! anyways, we went to watch incredibles this morning. i think that violet's scary...she kinda looks like the girl in the ring...don't u think? we pigged out at n.y.d.c after that...i've never spent so much on a meal in my entire life before. we were starving and we still had to wait for our food for like practically half an hour. it was THAT long...boy did i feel like that the gastric juices were making a hole in my stomach...
had tuition after that with jo, mel and dee at my house after.. jo's voice is really sexy cus of her really terrible sorethroat. but she still ate the chocolates at my hse....i think we gotta do something abt this... ya..tuition was really fun..we left alex in my hse for 5 mins cus we had to walk jo to her church..i think alex is really patient with us..tuition was extra long todae cus we had to re-learn the higher diffrentiation thingy...totally confusing..wanted to die..


oh yes............ I REALLY REALLY MISS YOU PAU!!!!!!!!!!!

COME BACK SOON.....

As the city crumbles I see that there's nothing left behind
As we lay here together I feel your heart beat with mine
With time standing still, here is where we've always been
Well there goes the world and we're right in the middle again


- In The Middle, Theory Of A Deadman

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