had chem test todae...ok i guess. anyways...the class commitee discussed abt the class t-shirt and class stuff todae. i guess that they were doing their best...but still quite disorganised lah. ya...they told us to use wrapping paper to decorate our tables....i dun really like the idea...but i'll still do it..mel and lily hate the idea though.. ya...winnie and i were having morning run todae...the cross-country girls started after us...but they ended up one lap in front of us...so we decided to run with them...they run like so fast can...crazy ppl. ya...i know i'm talking crap here....
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Happy valentine's peeps!!! haha...went town yesterday after chem prac. went with sharon, mel, stacy, nat, xuan, yingwei, lily, jeanette and so many other ppl to celebrate pei's birthday!!! haha...we were carrying balloons and mel was whining cus she wanted someone to buy for her a flower. remember i told u guys that i'll bake cookies for u all? i have great news!!! guess wad? my oven's not working!!! isn't that wonderful?? haha. anyways had churc htodae...yups nth much lah...i'm just so happy to have gotten so many valentine's day prezzie!!!
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heyhey....todae we had council invest rehearsal...it was ok i guess. a bit funny cus we had to wear court shoes todae and bell, jean and sharlini were to nervous...haha...then when we went on stage, the three of them were walking in a very...awkward manner. hehe....oh and the best part was when farhanah tripped...and everyone was stunned.. after that we had to move the potted plants, chairs and get the audi ready for tmr...weiqi, rat, michelle, yan and i were carrying the huge high jump mat to the PE store. it was really funny cus the mat was really heavy and it was quite difficult to carry it down the stairs...and rat and i were screaming all the way..cause yan and michelle kept pushing it down the stairs..they were carrying it from the back u see. hehe. anyways, i went with jean to collect the cake...we met up with jana and jobelle..then we went to buy mr sng's valentine's prezzie. apparantly 3E wanted to get him smth... so we bought him a black shirt...as usual. ya then we went to cine cus jena needed to buy cookies for eileen....eileen "blackmailed" her...hahhar. ya then we saw annabelle...krystal...samantha cheong...liwei and a whole bunch of ppl...we chatted for a while... then we went home... i'm thinking of baking u guys cookies for valentines day...wad do u think?
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yes...havne't updated in a while cus me com got virus..some wormblaster thingy...stupid piece of shit. had tuition on mon...so funny...dee's maid kept crying...cus she was watching some soap oprea show...haha. mel and i kept eating dee's marshmellows..and 'testing' her CNY leftover food. or rather...mel was testing...but she forced me to eat it first. fei zhen's b'dae todae... happy b'dae!!! (see fei...i spelled ur "new name" correctly)...ya...anyways, todae i was the umpire for catherine hse sec 1 capt ball. yay!!! we won all three sets!!!! ya...and the sec one girls came and pestered me until finally i gave in...cus the wanted me to be their "big sister" wadeva larh....
jean: yes dear....i'll try to unstress....but u telling mr this is really the-pot-calling-the-kettle-black =) hehe
jana: miss u so much...sorry cldn't talk to u these few days ya...
pei: u also...haven't talked in a while
bubu: are u trying to freak me out?? now u've "tainted" my innocent mind bubu!!
yan: u know yan...the bloody bulbs are not dry lor....haha
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talked to nicolette yesterday...guess wad? she's trying to make me turn crook...she claims that being crook is better then being straight. ya...and i also talked to pei yesterday...
nico< why u haven't e-mail me yet?? >
pei< the show was ok, i guess >
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life basically sucks right now....i'm so damn depressed with stuff like family, friends, personal..u noe, the usual... the best part, there's no one who's willing to listen to my problems..or basically...no one to talk to. i just wanna scream. how can ppl backstab others like that? wad did i ever ever ever do to you? why must u do this?? why can't u tell me wad's going on?? why do u have to give me so much stress?? please let me make my own decisions...stop trying to control my bloody life...
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I see the flowers grow
To me in shades of gray
And all the while I know
There is nothing I can say
I cannot plant a seed
And sit and watch it grow
I cannot satisfy my need
To defeat all my foes
The feeling comes inside me
Whenever I put it on
The unsatisfying need
That will not ever be gone
Until I take it off
But that I cannot do
The power grows inside me
The feeling that is not new
I feel it every time
I cannot stop and think
It takes a hold of me
And pushes me to the brink
Madness fills my mind
Insanity fills my heart
Then up they pop to remind
Me of my own part
In their gang they fight me
They try and cannot win
My friend they cannot see
That I command the wind
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had church todae...went we dee for mass. both of us were running ard after mass looking for that nicole girl...she's so not chio....her body also not hot!! plus she's p6...and so rude! kevin..are u blind? she's not chio or cute at all! anyways...pei ,jean and i decided not to watch a movie after all yesterday..so we went to NYDC and had a really late lunch. we ate sooo much....then pei and i went to her cousin's hse to shower...and pei forced her cousi nto drive us to jo's hse. we had dinner there....jo!! ur mum can cook!!! she cooked like herb chicken, sweet and sour pork, deer meat and she even made almond jelly. when we reached there, only dee and mel were there...then we went down to photocopy a worksheet...when we came up, there was so many shoes outside the door, which meant that her guests had arrived...dee was like 'whoa'. hee. when we went into the hse...everybody 'cept her jo's dad and mum were staring at us. like we just dropped from the sky or smth. then we went to her room to play cards and drink wine and then we had a chat with jo's church friend benjamin ho...he's frm ACS junior and he's 8 yrs old...he's so cute!! he starts every sentence with, 'i remember....' haha.... ya, then we went to play at the playground and went home...thats abt it..ya
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